5.27.2012



 We just got back from our cruise and I am soo sad that it's over!!!! We had a blast and probably ate 10 lbs too much food... Here's some pictures from our adventure!
Catalina
Boarding the ship
 Dinner Day 1
 View from Catalina 
 La Bufadora
 Formal Night

 Dinner Day 3
Huntington Beach
 Dinner Day 4
 Newport Beach
 Newport Beach
 Glad its not bradley showing...

 La Bufadora-Blow Hole
The girls desert every single night... and maybe more... SOOOO DELICIOUS!
Huntington Beach... PS it was freezing....

4.30.2012

I heard one of my all time favorite songs on the way home tonight I hope you dance.  My daddy gave me a book containing the lyrics with the single on a cd when I was little.  I LOVED IT I STILL LOVE it.  Tonight it reminded me of how I haven't literally danced in 5 years now. (I'm getting super old...) and even worse I haven't figuratively danced in quite some time.  I haven't slowed down to take a breath in ages it seems--- well its only been 4 months---ONLY---ugh.  Since the madness began of working 6 days a week and going to school full time. 
It also became an emotional night when I read this.  I think that my life is so terrible because I'm not pregnant after 3 1/2 years of "not preventing" while at the same time not "trying and calculating, etc."  to get pregnant.  My life is not terrible compared to the one speaker who lost her husband. Favorite new quote..."Even with the Lord's greatest blessings promised to us, the most difficult trial for us as mortals is then 'waiting for eventually.. to actually come.''  How true is this and sooooo on point in my life??? You have no idea.  I have a problem and that problem is not being able to be patient, to trust in my Heavenly Father and to stop and smell the roses and just enjoy the "simple" life that my husband and I share together before things change to a different more complicated life when our children finally join us.  The more and more I think about it(which is like 75% of my day), the more I realize that this is the one thing that comes as a challenge to Brad and I.  We have never struggled in our relationship.  We have never been that poor newlywed couple struggling to get by.  We have never had to miss out on any vacations, having the internet, cable, going out to do whatever we wanted.  We have never struggled with believing in the gospel.  We have both had great jobs and have been able to fully support ourselves.  We both have an education and are pursuing more for the future of our family. We have lived very comfortably without sacrificing much (except for a washer and dryer the past 2 years)... :). But getting pregnant seems to be the one thing that Heavenly Father needed to remind us that everyone has their challenges in life or to remind us that the best things in life are the ones that we apparently need to wait a long long long time to be blessed with.  Either way I know I will be a mother one day.  I know that that is my true calling in life and the one thing that I would give everything up for.  I need to start refocusing my life on the things that do matter.And just because I will most likely be the last person to get pregnant out of my family and friends... NO ONE BETTER USE THE FOLLOWING NAMES FOR THEIR CHILDREN!!!!! 1. Sutton2. Eleanore3. Donnovan4. Densley If you think I am crazy about getting pregnant... I'm even crazier about naming my babies. Most of you probably hate the names anyways... and who knows how I'll feel once I am pregnant but I've gotta protect the ones I love for now! :) 
 
Well sorry for the longest schpill from my brain ever.  I just had a lot of emotions tonight and had to get them written down.  Hope that everyone out there is doing well! and good news... Brad and I leave for our cruise in t-minus 18 days.  HALLELUJAH!!!!!! I have never needed something more in my life. Also on that note... Nessa and Shadoe are getting sealed in 19 days!!! yay!!! I can't wait! Utah.Vegas.California.Mexico. HERE WE COME!

My VT (one of my few best friends in this lovely Tucson) gave me a little lesson on scripture study last night.  And let me tell you... Reading my scriptures is the last thing I want to do on the 3 days of the week where I leave at 7:30 am and don't get home until 8:30 pm, let alone the days that I just do a normal shift. When I get home, I want to let my mind be vacant. I don't want to think or let alone move.  But I do realize how important this simple gospel principle is.  So from now on I will be reading. Even if its just 1/2 of a chapter.

3.19.2012

Well, it's official! After a month of being in Boise, ID....My little brother is now in Cuernavaca, Mexico! He looks so happy to finally be there! We can't wait for him to be able to teach the gospel and learn spanish! He's the giant.... (sorry sean :)

3.06.2012

I find myself with absolutely no time. AT ALL. This whole working 50 hour weeks and going to school 3 nights is getting a little bit old... as well as never seeing Bradley.... That sucks big time! Even with how busy we are we have had a lot of things go on... 1. We bought a new car a cute 2010 Toyota Corolla Sport (we are super sporty :) 2. Bradley got about 10 interviews and about 6-8 offers for a job this summer! We were soooooo blessed! He got to choose the one he wanted the most and he chose to work for the National Law Center for Inter American Trade. "They develop the legal infrastructure to build trade capacity and promote economic development in the Americas." So... that includes North, Central, and South America and if he gets hired on after school he could potentially be traveling all over. I really hope that he enjoys the work that they do! 3. We sold our Malibu in an hour... sooo basically we posted it on craigslist and I got literally 50 calls (21 of which left voicemails) and an hour later we had cash in our pockets. Pretty crazy... We both can't wait for spring break we are going to take a day off of work and go up to Phoenix and go to the temple and a jazz/suns game!

2.02.2012

WOULD YOU VOTE FOR A MORMON FOR PRESIDENT???? I'm hearing this question more and more and I want to let people know not to be afraid!!!! I want those of you wondering what we believe in to know the basics and to realize that even though we (members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints) live a different lifestyle does not mean that we don't believe in all of the things that this country stands for, being good citizens and quality people. Putting a mormon in office isn't going to force mormonism on the country or make you change your way of life.
So I wanted to start off by informing those of you who don't know what our beliefs are, by using our Articles of Faith. Background info: there are 13 Articles of Faith which describe what we believe in. "Two years before he died, the Prophet Joseph Smith wrote them in a letter to a newspaper editor, John Wentworth, who had asked for information about the Church. Ever since the Articles of Faith were written, they’ve inspired and directed us in the basic principles of our gospel. They enhance our understanding of certain doctrines and help us commit to living them." -Mormon.org Some of the wording may be difficult to understand so if you have questions you can either ask me... or if you want to remain anonymous research it on mormon.org. :) Thanks for stopping by and I hope that this gives you a better understanding and that you can accept our beliefs, just as we accept yours.
1. We believe in God, the eternal Father, and in His Son, Jesus Christ, and in the Holy Ghost.

2. We believe that men will be punished for their own sins and not for Adam's transgression.

3. We believe that through the Atonement of Christ, all mankind may be saved, by obedience to the laws and ordinances of the Gospel.

4. We believe that the first principles and ordinances of the gospel are: first, faith in the Lord Jesus Christ; second, repentance; third, baptism by immersion for the remission of sins; fourth, Laying on of hands for the gift of the Holy Ghost.

5. We believe that a man must be called of God, by prophecy, and by the laying on of hands by those who are in authority, to preach the Gospel and administer in the ordinances thereof.

6. We believe in the same organization that existed in the primitive church, namely, apostles, prophets, pastors, teachers, evangelists, and so forth.

7. We believe in the gift of of tongues, prophecy, revelation, visions, healing, interpretation of tongues, and so forth.

8. We believe the Bible to be the word of God as far as it is translated correctly: we also believe the Book of Mormon to be the word of God.

9. We believe all that God has revealed, all that He does now reveal, and we believe that He will yet reveal many great and important things pertaining to the Kingdom of God.

10. We believe in the literal gathering of Israel and in the restoration of the ten tribes; that Zion (the new Jerusalem) will be built upon the American continent; that Christ will reign personally upon the earth; and, that the earth will be renewed and receive its paradisiacal glory.

11. We claim the privilege of worshipping Almighty God according to the dictates of our own conscience, and allow all men the same privilege, let them worship how, where, or what they may.

12. We believe in being subject to kings, presidents, rulers, and magistrates, in obeying, honoring, and sustaining the law.

13. We believe in being honest, true, chaste benevolent, virtuous, and in doing good to all men: indeed, we may say that we follow the admonition of Paul-- WE believe all things, we hope all things, we have endured many things and hope to endure all things. If there is anything virtuous, lovely, or of good report we seek after these things.

1.15.2012

This is going to be picture overload... basically everything from Christmas til now... We went to Utah over the break and enjoyed a lovely week with family and friends. We attended Brad's cousin Matt's wedding which was so much fun, shopped a ton, went to a jazz game, and just relaxed! My parents and Jenna came down last weekend and we went to tombstone and bisbee. We almost made it to Mexico.. didn't realize we were actually so close. eek. Enjoy the pics!
At the Jazz game Kandace and I got on the jumbo tron 4 times.. we got creative...
the next pic is us... you can only see my arms though :(

12.11.2011

We've turned our puppy into a model...
It's AMAZING what she will do for treats.
Even after we were done taking pictures she stood there like we were gonna give her anymore... haha
anyways!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM ROXY...
Roxy's Christmas P.J.s
Just thought I'd throw in a pic of her in my favorite vest... cute huh??
didn't give treats for this one.. thats why she's not looking... or maybe
she's trying to chew it and get it off... :)